Primary love

Honestly, I just wanna work on myself. No interruptions no distractions. Just me being in tune with the core of myself. The reflection of me should be someone I wouldn't mind my little sister growing into. Even in this blurred state, I see a girl worth fighting for. If that means I'm going through hell and high waters for her then that's where I'll float. I would love to meet the best version of myself. Uncover the beauty beyond my surface and understand that everything happens for a reason. I'm not perfect and I'm still growing. I know mistakes will feel like I'm backtracking. But I know the purpose will be worth it. Even if I get lost in loving myself, it's better than getting lost in someone else. But I don't want to have a fear of living and loving. Hurt and happiness is all the same. There's a beauty in every ugly. Growing in grace is what I crave. If I find a soul along the way to match what I desire than I hope to boast in it all without hesitating too much while still protecting the most fragile part of me. I want to meet that girl...

I'll Keep Her